Again
Here you go,
with wide open hands
I hold out my heart,
take it, I'll let you
No, no don't do that
that hurts please stop
the pain, it continues
does not stop
my heart a bloody mess
on the ground, alone,
pretending nothing happens
it’s ok,
I pick it up,
clean it up,
move on to the next
Who does exactly the same
again, pretending nothing happens
pick it up, clean it off
a never ending pattern
hoping someday my heart
will find someone, somewhere,
to love
Best friend
You are my buddy,
you are my pal,
you are my life,
without you I can not exist
I always think of you,
even when I'm not
I always need you,
even when I don't
You know me the best-
with just a glance,
you can tell
how I feel
I will always be here for you,
I will always want to be with you,
Always and forever,
I hope this is the way you feel too
You are my true buddy,
my true pal,
my true love,
You are,
my Best Friend
Cold
This is all so much
done alone
too many things
I don’t know
it's all for others and not for me
How much longer can I endure
these empty lies that pains inside
a pain that cuts deep as a blade
twisting, thrusting its way deeper and deeper
all this and for what?
certainly not me
Everything
Everything was yours,
you just had to ask,
my time, yours,
my company, yours,
my life, yours,
I was your puppet
you held the strings,
gladly, if needed be,
my life would end
to better yours,
All this I gave
and so much more,
Everything I traded
to spend one more day
by your side-
and like it was all useless,
my time,
my company,
my life,
You ripped it to shreds
disposing of all the pieces,
Everything I had,
Everything I was,
All gone.
You Killed me!
Now I have nothing else to give,
no more love to share,
just a useless man,
waiting for the end
Found you
Lost my way
in a jungle,
Not able to see
Any light of day.
Searching and searching
Looking for the way,
But instead, even better,
I find you
Traveling far
side by side,
crossing
Raging streams,
climbing
Jagged rocks,
defeating
Ferocious beasts,
All beside you.
The jungle fades away,
Brighter the daylight becomes,
I slow,
Dreadfully slow,
You still right beside.
The jungle collapses,
Fear overtakes,
I ask for your hand
To enter the unknown ahead,
I cannot do it without,
We
Liars
All of us
wearing false garments
to hide our true selves,
out of fear from others,
those who reveal thy form
laughed and mocked,
again out of fear,
because they know
that is them
Lonely Bliss
To feel the warmth
of another body upon mine,
to share the love
that two people possess,
to be with another,
that is what I desire,
but that road leads
to inevitable pain,
pain that I do not desire,
so, Alone I'll stay,
Where no one can be hurt,
Eternal, lonely, bliss,
the only true love of this world
LosingMyself
I think I'm dead
my emotions are no more
smiles I force upon my face
laughter is all faked
my old self is no more
no more happy me
no more funny me
just me
what has done this?
Is my heart that broken?
Is my trust that destroyed?
What can mend them?
Something inside is holding me back
something I can not touch
something I can not describe
this something has total control over me
and I can do nothing to stop it
The One
I'll be the one
to kiss you ,
goodnight,
I'll be the one
to hold you,
close,
Protect you from,
the cold,
tell you
everything is ,
alright,
I'll be the one
to do everything you desire,
and more
I will be the one for you
Because
You are the one,
for me
I Dream of You
I dream of you
I dream of your beautiful smile
and your warm golden hair
I dream of you, what else is there?
I dream of the way you make me smile
and of how you make me feel
I dream of you my darling, what else is there?
I dream of the times we shared together
and how they make me feel
I dream of you my darling, what else is there?
Tears run down my face
dreaming of you
because it is a dream
and can never be real
Untitled
To do this is hard
but this that I do,
I must.
I thought I missed her,
but I did not.
I thought I needed her,
but I do not.
I hope this thing I do
is true.
various poems(
I give my heart away
to everyone but myself
hoping for their heart in return,
I don't think I have a heart anymore
Not even a piece of theirs
----
I seek pain
I know pain
happiness and joy?
Those things I do not know
I wish someone would read this
I wish someone could know
----
help me,
save me,
hold me,
need me,
want me,
trust me,
someone love me.
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Why was it taken?
All of it gone
Why did they do that?
Not a damn thing is left
Why am I here?
This is not where I belong
I've learned one thing
there's no place like home
------
I hold it in
never to be opened
suffereing, sorrow, pain
all I keep away
away from you
away from me
away from everything and everyone
I can't hold it in forever
forever is just too long of a time
end)
Power
If only I could tell her,
only if I could show her,
the way she makes me feel,
what just the very sight of her beautiful smile can do to me,
how it brings me unrivaled happiness to see,
but also heart wrenching pain when reality breaks in,
when we talk,
I wish,
I hope,
it was just a bit longer,
even if for only a minute-
fore that minute would seem like an hour
and that hour would brighten any day,
it's almost as if she has the power to stop time-
and my heart,
a power like no other
Something
Something about you drives me crazy
something gets me everytime,
evertime my eyes gaze upon
that pretty face, those sparkling eyes
your luscious lips, your soft skin
but all those things aren't that something
that something I don't know
I have never felt it before
but when I think of you
or see you, I feel it
I love that feeling
But I fear
Never again I'll see
that pretty face or touch your soft skin
betraying you when you needed someone the most
But how was I to know?
I regret it
I wish I never did it
I'm sorry
please forgive me
please I don't want to lose,
you.
Trust
How can I ask for her trust?
When I fled the first sign of danger
How can I call myself a good person?
When I left her when she needed me
How can I forgive myself?
I can not
Girl in study hall
I have turned my head countless times by now
all of which to look at the girl who sits with me in study hall
because of her my neck now cramps,
my eyes strain,
such beauty they have not seen
someone that pretty is only viewed in dreams,
And everytime I turn to look
I wonder, Who is She?
Perhaps an Angel of some sort? Or even Aphrodite?
Whoever she is, does she even know I exist?
To talk to her,
to know her,
to be her friend,
to see what lies beneath that pretty face
and even far greater it would be
for her to feel the same for me,
It would be exactly as they say in fantasy-
A dream come true!
-Secret Admirer
Various poems2(
losing my hold
wondering away
need help now
it's all going away
-----------------
To be loved is to live for
to be in love is to die for
without love I can not exist
----------------
No it can not be
No it shall not be
But why?
Why can it and shall it not be?
-----------------
Trust?
Who can I trust?
What can I trust with who?
and with who can I trust with what?
I trust it all to you
end)
WE
One time ago,
A long time ago,
I was the happiest man alive
because you looked at me,
you talked to me,
you smiled at me,
not even an hour we spent
but no other time I can recall
being as happy as I did then,
no other time had so many butterflies
flapped inside.
So much joy filled my face,
but like everything the end had to come,
we parted our seperate ways
hoping someday you would call,
wishing someday we'll be together again-
Even now,
I patiently wait for your call
Who?
Who are you?
Controlling my every desire,
with a simple look,
or a smile across that face,
simple things
submit my life
to yours,
uncontrollable
unexplainable,
I don’t know why,
it just is.
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