Poems of the love and sad variety
(Alone)
Here I am feeling all alone
It seems like nobodys at home
Wish I had a place to call my own
Where I could find peace all alone
Longing to dream of pastures new
Instead of feeling sad & blue.
Am fed up of feeling sad & depressed
Tummy in knots & mind in a mess
Wish I could sort inside of me
Need to feel like myself you see
Wish I could hear my laughter again
If only I could let go of the pain.
Don't forget me a photo yells at me
Don't look pass me just look & see
Wish you could see the real me
I wish I could see me!
Please don't hate me inside I scream
As I awaken from another bad dream
Why do I feel like I am living in fear?
Why am I shedding this tear?
(As i wish upon a star)
Can I wish upon a star tonight?
As I sit here pondering upon my life,
I think about all the friendships I share,
And of all the people who show they care.
I dream of someone special at my side
Although I know this is a fairy tale,
The dreams don't seem so far away,
As I wish upon this shining star.
My wish is only a simple hope,
For arms to hold me tenderly
So that we can share love,
And be together as one forever.
Can I wish upon this star tonight?
For something better in this life of mine
I know its there like an elusive dream
Maybe if I wish enough it will be mine
(Tribute to a friend)
Caring
Happening
Ace
Ravishing
Lovely
Illuminant
Extravagant
(Memories)
I'll never forget when I first saw your sexy smile,
I watched love walked right through my door.
All my dreams seemed to have come true,
You were all I ever wanted or needed
That first day we were together.
I remember every minute detail,
Every stolen kiss in the park,
Every little thought that ran amok in my mind.
Sweaty palms & racing heartbeats.
Forgetting all about the world around us.
Holding on to each other so tightly,
Knowing we'd found the love we'd been seeking.
Things somehow changed, my heart didn't know.
You turned your back on me so swiftly.
You didn't seem to notice that I was hurting,
You took my heart & shattered it.
In the beginning you loved me,
In the end you hurt me.
I'll never regret saying 'I love you,'
Because that will never change
Everyday I look at a picture of us & dream.
I remember the good times we shared,
Trying my best to forget the bad.
Not a day passes that I don't think of what we had.
Memories swarm around in my head,
Leaving no room for other thoughts.
And I tell myself that,
If I have to I 'can' move on.
(Go away)
Sometimes when I'm weak I need to cry
When I am lonely I feel I just want to die
The rain is my tears from above that weeps
It fills the void of my desolate sleep
Go away .. go away the world & it's living
Leave me by myself - alone & unforgiving
Let me wallow in my own despair
In time I will come back out of my lair
Sometimes I feel grey & empty
Sometimes I feel ugly & fat
I can't touch or hear nice gestures
Go away & let me be!
I cry & I hurt, so how can it be
I have but an empty shell inside me
I know something must be there
I can't find it .. am I just running away?
There's pain & heartbreak
Go away ... leave me alone
Let me heal on my own
I'll come back when I am done
Let me cry all alone
I don't want you to see
Me wallowing in my own despair
Go Away I beg you ... Please
(I tried)
I have tried
Tried so hard
Tried to keep going
Tried to keep smiling
I have tried till I cried
I have tried & now I’m tired
I am so tired
Tired of it all
Tired of trying
Tired of crying
Tired of the struggle
Sleep brings me no peace
So all I want now
Is a dreamless sleep,
The sleep of angels
Floating on high
With no worries
I want to be one of them
Floating without trying
Floating without getting tired.
(I know)
I know I am not the one for you
I know that we'll never be together forever.
I know that we won’t go through this life together,
I know you want to be with another
I know that you say you love me dearly
I know its just not enough for you
But you my darling are all I want & need
You are simply my everything
I am going to miss your smiles & caress’s
I will miss our shared laughter & the fun we shared
You helped chase away my demons & pain
Just by being there to hold me close
Our hearts used to beat a merry tune
We were so in love for the world to see
We touched the stars & moon with our love so deep
But I know that’s not enough for you my dear
Just never forget that I loved you deep
I would walk to the ends of the earth for you
Always remember the love we shared
Remember me who loves you still
(One way ticket to hell)
I try to stop it but I can't
Like salt on an open wound
Is death coming soon?
Everything seems upside down
The room is spinning round and round
The walls are closing in on me
What happened to being free?
Blood is dripping from my wrists
I’m pounding the floor with my fists
The anger the fury
The fire its burning
No water just gas
Its igniting so fast
No doors in this cell
In the pits of hell
I’ve lost all that is good
I’ve forgotten all that is sane
Now all I know is pain
(HE TOOK MY HAND)
Last night while I was trying to sleep,
My son's voice I did hear
I opened my eyes and looked around
But he did not appear.
He said "Mom you've got to listen,
You've got to understand
God didn't take me from you, Mom
He only took my hand
When I called out in pain that night,
The instant that I died,
He reached down and took my hand,
And pulled me to his side.
He pulled me up and saved me
From the misery and pain
My body was hurt so badly inside,
I could never be the same.
My search is really over now,
I've found happiness within,
All the answers to my empty dreams
And all that might have been.
I love you and miss you so,
And I'll always be nearby.
My body's gone forever,
But my spirit will never die!
And so, you must go on now,
Live one day at a time.
Just understand-
God did not take me from you,
He only took my hand.
(Remember Me)
As the wind stirs the leaves ...
Remember Me As the evening sunset cast its rosy glow ...
Remember Me As you smell the earth after a fresh, spring rain ...
Remember Me As you hear the sound of a child's laughter ...
Remember Me As the warm summer sunshine caresses your skin ...
Remember Me As the first winter snow flake falls to the ground ...
Remember Me As the smell of spring flowers tantalize your senses ...
Remember Me As you are wakened in the morning by the song of a bird ...
Remember Me As the days gently ease, one into another ...
Remember Me As you greet a smile on a friendly face ...
Remember Me As you walk through life ...
Remember Me For I shall ...
Remember You.
(Waiting Tears)
Here I stand
On a road to a dead end
I’m crying in the rain
No one knows my pain
I don’t know where you are
Whether near or far
Where’s the one for me
This is what I plea
Where is that special someone
The one meant for me
While I’m crying in the rain
Not knowing what to do
I wonder how long I’ll have to wait for you.
(I Will Love You Forever)
I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch.
I love your warm smile
And your kind, thoughtful way,
The joy that you bring
To my life every day.
I love you today
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever
With all of my heart
(I Asked God)
I asked God for a flower, he gave me a bouquet
I asked God for a minute, he gave me a day
I asked God for true love, he gave me that too
I asked for an angel and he gave me you.
(What I Love About You)
The sparkle in your eye,
The warmth of your skin.
Your breath on my neck,
That quivers within.
The touch of your hand,
The smell of your hair.
The kindness in your smile,
That strength in your stare.
Your kiss on my lips,
Your body near mine.
The stroke of your touch,
That feeling inside.
The sound of your voice,
Compassion in your embrace.
The serenity in your stride,
The power in your face.
The calming of your presence,
The beating of your heart.
The promise of tomorrow,
That we may never part.
The beauty of your kiss,
and that magic in your touch.
It is for all these reasons and more,
Why I love you so much
(Angel among us)
The moment I opened my heart and let you in
I saw this great love starting to begin.
I opened my eyes to a vision of you
I hope, I pray your feelings are true.
I have loved and I have paid the cost
And I have felt the pain of the love I lost.
But, now, I think I have truly found
An Angel who walks upon the ground.
You go beyond all limits for me
Just to show your love endlessly.
I could search my whole life through
And never find another 'you'.
You are so special that I wanted you to know
I truly, completely love you so.
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