TInkErBeLLe'S CorNeR Of thE GalAXy

poetry- ThiS StUFf Is GoOD.

Love.

Promise this to me.
Forget what is hopeless.
Always quick to give.
Never So..
Love.
-hea

LiFe.

I have no time for you today.
I have nothing left to give.
A million things I cannot say.
But, just one life I cannot live.
-hea
Jealousy.
Jealous?
Always.
Perhaps I need not be.
Perhaps trust is hard.
Confidence?
I wish that it came so easily.
Can you plase just restore yourself
On your pedestal so high?
Can you bring me happiness?
Please no sadness no good-byes.
My resistance is low.
Toleration
I cannot bear.
Hopes
So high
and yet,
I falter
Surprised?
-hea (dedicated to l.h.)


Always.
Simply always.
No, I do not know why.
Maybe.
Always maybe.
Always accompanied by your sigh.
Sometimes.
Seldom more
Is all you can consume.
Doubtful.
Doubting maybe.
Maybe, i am doubting you.
-hea

How did I condemn myself?
I will not say no to YOU?
I try
To comprehend this
One moment,
I have seemed to have misplaced my thoughts
of...
You must help me to
Sort them through.
Never do I seem to hear
Your wonderment.
Dare I show you,
Yes, I care?
About misplacing your memory?
Might I try
Wondering about you?
Do I dare
Face this thing
That is believable?
Please
Give me true
this, a momentary sign.
Which is my truest
Love?
Maybe it's mentionable.
Tell me then
Are you mine?
I dare not ask the other to forgive me.
The answer is surely not one to be believed.
Care, do I?
Can I?
Yes, i care to choose the other
WAIT!
Which one
Do I truly need?
-hea (dedicated to z.s.)
PRIDE.
Unfaltered
i say to you
Proudly
under my breath
Unsurprisingly unhappy
I care not
WHich way you go
I cannot
tell you a reason
Nor can i
Surprise myself once again
with my capability
To stutter.

-hea (dedicated to j.j)

Written for my 8th grade English Class

Her life has been mistaken
She feels as though she has lost it all
Nothing important here remaining
No one to catch her should she trip and fall.

She feels the Lord has ignored her
She feels forgotten and left behind
He is not listening when she needs him...
To keep her in the lines

She does not understand him
What was it she did so wrong?
That God would put her on this terrible journey
So unbearably frightening and long?

Her world has now gotten worse
She has forgotten about the Lord
She realized when she needed him most
He had turned his back to her.

"I do not believe in the Lord!" she said to herself one day.
"I do not care anymore!"
She finally did admit.
She gave up trying for the Lord
But, the Lord will never quit.

He looked upon her and sighed
He started rolling up his sleeves
Instead of a reprimand or chasitisement
He whispered,"Come with me."

"I have not forgotten you, Child.
I have not left you all alone.
Have you been left terrified?
Have you not made it on your own?

You see you never lost me, Child
Your heart did not give nor did it tear.
Your mind was saying you'd lost me.
WHile your heart was saying a prayer.

You embraced me since the beginning
But thought I had left you in the end
I guess you never understood the truth...
That I was your one true friend

"You're wrong! You are blind!
I am not all right!
I do not believe you are true.
I dont believe you really love me
And I do not believe in you.

I do not love you and never will
So please leave me hear to die.
I have done so many wrong things in this life
That it is time to say good-bye.

I do not need you and never did."
She gave a look of sadness accompanied by her weary sigh.
She took the knife to end her life
then she stopped and started to cry.

-hea (dediated to those unsure in their faith)

Dreams.
Into my dreamworld each night I go. Because in my dreams you do love me so. You kiss me, caress me, and whisper my name. When I wake up I am never the same. In my dreams I see your beautiful eyes, beckoning me like the stars in the skies. I guess only in my dreams could this be true. For when I am awake Im longing for you. In my dreams you tell me you care, and someday our lives we may lovingly share. Then I awaken to the first mornings light. That's when I realize you weren't with me last night. In my dreams I see your handsome face. Dreaming of shelter in your warm embrace. God up in heaven how I wish this were true. I love my dream so much...But, what can I do? Into my dreamworld I so want to go... because only in dreams do you love me so.
hea (dedicated to people who inhabit my heart and the person who should.)

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Heather Adler: A tall, gorgeous blond, whom I claim as my best friend, loves sports and loves people, very happy person, very smart person.

Mike Runyon: A kinda short, dark haired, handsome, punkaholic, who I also claim as a best friend. Ladies he plays the guitar and if you would like to be his friend ya gotta like Blink182!`

Jena Scott: is also a tall, gorgeous blond with musical talent, artistic talent too...She's my hippy sweetie who loves music especially beatles and Janis Joplin...I also claim her as one of my best buds.

Seth Zimmerman: My devilishly handsome, yet caffeine addicted best bud who loves me and his computers, video games and saxophone.

All my other friends whom I dont have the moment to write a biography on you I will put your name her so that you will still love me also!

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AND A PARTRIDGE AND A PEAR TREE IF I FORGOT ANYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!
love- aHHHHHHH....la'mour
nOTHING UNDER THIS YET....SOON TO COME THOUGH!!!
music- punk, ska, alternative, soft, r and b.. I lOve IT ALl!

Music that is good in my mind right now...

1. Jonny Respect's OLD album- Blue Collar Moxie
If you like Christian music, but not the piano operatic style and you want something more ummmmmm....PUNK! Get this cd. I guarantee you will love song 14. i know i did when i first heard it.

2. Janis Joplin's 18 Essential hits
really really good.... trust me....

3. LEss THan Jake - oh heck just get any of em and youll love me forever

4. Unwritten Law- soft punk nice sound soothing ahhhhhhh.... I thank my boyfriend Zach for me liking this band

5. BLINK182!!!!!!! Just buy any of there cds they are all great!!! Especially Enema of The State. Inpart thanks to my boyf Zach.

6. Me First and the Gimme GImmies- Are a Drag
Old showtunes made PuNK!!!!

7. The Beatles- anything and everything..........

quotes- not just mine, lots of peoples also

"Aim for the moon, for if you miss you will always land amongst the stars!!!!!!!"

"Never be afraid of the dark; For the dark is when the stars shine the brightest."

miscellaneous-lalalalalalalala

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