Broken
I'm starting this journal for myself as I need to let the world know what I'm feeling.
Five years ago I fell in love. Truley in love. The feelings I had felt I had never felt in my 40 years of life. The most gental, loving, kind man was making me feel like a woman. Like a person that mattered. Like someone that meant something. Feelings I didn't know were possible.
I was always treated like a piece of property. Always told what I could wear and where I could go. What I could do and who I could talk to.
Now someone was showing me I was human. And for five years we shared all kinds of wonderful things. Going to lunch, shopping, out for a beer or watching a movie. And the sex was what it was meant to be. I would have died for him.
Then out of the blue he became "moral". His conscience got the best of him. He wanted to make his life right to prepare to meet his maker. You see, I am legally married to the man that treats me like I'm nothing. And I would have been divorced from him by now except the other man told me he couldn't live with himself if he thought he caused a marrage to break up. So I stayed married and was finally content with my new love.
Until now.
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