Pharoah Dawson the Third
To Berlin Strickland
Berlin I know we’ve had this talk before but I must bring it up again. Seeing at the military ball with Greg made me start to think. For a long time I thought I had gotten over my feelings for you but this ball brought them back out. For years I’ve wondered if I would ever find the right woman for me. Then you walked in my life and changed every thing around me. Life as I knew it was different. When I first saw you in the sixth grade I must admit I was infatuated with your beauty. As time passed I grew to know you and infatuation grew to love. I have been through so much drama in my life but somehow when I talk to you my problems seemed to disappear. While I went through my trials and tribulations I would hold on to the hopes and dreams that one day you would be mine. As we moved on to high school you began to discover young men that I must admit I cant compete with. And for a brief second I let those hopes and dreams slip away. But I refuse to let you slip out of my hands. You can say you don’t love me but me and you both know that’s not true. I have one question I want you to answer. Why is it so hard for you to give me a chance? Do you think that if it doesn’t work we’ll lose our friendship? If that were the case, if the friendship ends with the relationship then we never really were friends in the first place. Further more I’m a man of my word and I promise I will never do anything to hurt you. I know right now you already have a man but I had to get this off of my chest. We’ve been friends for a long time and I know we said we would keep it that way. We agreed to never cross that line but it’s getting hard for me. Cause every time another comes around I get jealous. You say I don’t care but I know it’s a lie. And baby I cant deny I’m feeling us together. When I look in your eyes all I can see is forever. I can’t deny I’m feeling us together. And I realize that I need you in my life. I get these feelings that I want you. I’m stuck on your smell and your cooking. What’s a man to do? I took my time and thought about it. I realize that I could ruin every thing we have together. But baby I cant deny I’m feeling us together. When I look in your eyes all I can see is forever. I can’t deny I’m feeling us together. And I realize that I need you in my life. I’m not asking you to break up with your boyfriend cause I know you care for him too. All I’m saying is the next time your looking for love you don’t have to look too far.
With love,
Your boo,
Big mike.
AKA Michael Dawson
PS: I really do want an answer to my question. We’ll talk about it. Oh and the underlined part is part of a song I wrote about you. Maybe someday you’ll get to hear the whole thing.
If anybody else reading this you got here by mistake. forget everthing you just read and go back to where you came from.
Here are a couple of those poems I wrote for you.
You And Me
My love for you will always be the purist of it's kind.
It was concieved within my heart with only you in mind
Cant wiat to see you fall asleep and kiss you when you wake
Cant wait to spend my life with you my love for you to take
It hasn't been an easy road and one day you shall see
That It was all worth while my love forever you and me
Berlin
Like dimonds you sparkle
What ever the light
Your luminescent aura
Lights uup my life
Your warmth and your beauty
To me is a dream
You are worth every penney
Of love I can give
My life which is nothing
Being alone and so blue
Really started happening
When I me you
You are magic and gorgeous
And adorable too
You're my sparkle of dimonds
When I look at you
Peace out boo.
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