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God tortures, persecutes all day, ruins me
God told me many times he will not quit until I backslide and has even told me that, after im out in the world for two months, if he misses me, then he will have no choice but to call me back and leave me alone, or I wont come back---God has told me he wants to make be backslide to embarrasss me, but, wont quench the flames of hell, or seemly make it possible for his slave, and that is all you are if you are saved, "dog" is what God told me, ......pray for me, cause God wont stop with my fasting, and prayer, and begging, etc.....
persecution is torture and read if God permits
now I look at it like this, If I was Jesus, there are somethings I would not want the whole world to know
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I remember living in my van, and it was about 9-2005-and the Lord spoke something to me that hurt me deep in my heart, made me beg most of that prayer that he do it not again......and what I found was, he did it about every day, all day, looked for a chance to do it, teased, knowing what to say to mortally wound me, meaning, make it so only he could heal my heart. Now more tortures are tached on to fullfill a vision where Jesus showed me the word, and im going by memory, "prod". That means mess with in many ways to ultimately make the servant backslided, casted out, hate the Lord, not want to serve, undecided...you read this and think, no way......read below, most are the words of the Lord......the deal was, im telling if you dont stop, and what happened was the Lord told on himself so it would not be sin.....this must fullfill when the apostles asked, "who then can be saved".
read what is going on with mE-1-27-2007-please pray for me- this is what I have to go thru daily-I saw Jesus in a vision, and his gums were on fire, and I saw satan in a vision, and he had a long spear, and I saw little devils in a vision, and they were stabbing my gums over and over(once, this poisonous poke went from gum to gum to gum)-now, if allowed by God, read some of what I go thru-(the Lords explanation at the bottom) 10-8-2006-I usally wake up daily, and it feels like poisonous metal spikes in my front teeth, all of my upper teeth, I could feel this morning(what my front teeth feel like because of this is like sombody just punched my in the mouth, and loosened)-this is from fiery darts being shot in, or something else that feel different at times,(they feel lots of the times like they are inflated with infection, swollen gums) THis sometimes, feels like, a needle being stuck in, and poison being shot in, a needle being stuc!k in long ways, thru many, gums,teeth, etc, like prying going on to separate my gums, from my teeth, like, electric shafts, shot in between gums and teeth, like, chiseling going on at more than one tooth and gum at a time, and when I drove, it felt sometimes like chunks of my gums were being pulled out-I saw in a vision, satan with a long lighted needle in his hand, and I also many spirits, in another vision, like poking my gums, at the same time(is resist the devil till he flees from you meaning after he has deseased my gums away. God will pop this arrows or whatever out, and sometimes I feel gum desease swell up in seconds in my gums(image that)(on about 3-2007 and Im going by memory, the LOrd told me something like, he wanted mne to backslide, then tell me I didnt have to go so I could not bear it when I >looked back at it)I remember about the time of the fiery darts, the LOrd gave me a vision, and in it, I saw this light shaft cut right thru maybe my tree, almost all the! way-been weak everysince(newgum recession around two teeth on 1-30-2o o7)I had a vision and a man that looked like Jesus said, something like, its funny not knowing or not if you are going to be permitted to stand or not tomorrow-or somehting like that(LOrd can I ask you a question here before all-who can be saved?)(1-2007-I saw Jesus in a vision and he had all of his upper teeth missing, and I saw hollie and she sang something like, this, youll be collapsed)-I keep seeing a man that looks like Jesus in visions, and he says things like, continue slipping, keep slipping, now start quiting, now stop hanging around,(I keep hearing gunshots and often see a gun in a vision being pointed at me-this means that I will be shot, killed, casted out by teasing(if you dont beleive this teasing goes on and question who it is coming from, the LOrd showed me in visions many times a toothbrush, letting me know I needed to take better care of my teeth or get them cleaner or, and now that I do exactly that, gum desease swells up in seconds. God showed me a man in !visions many times and it hurt me, and I beleive it was me, and this mans butt was almost level or was level with his back-I did fast but was not exalted) and or-the gun shot I heard on the morning of 1-30-2007 hurt my heart so bad, and God knew it would and this is what he wants)(what God does everyday is rides me teasing and angering with what he says, to the point to where I want to quit, then, O no, come back, come back(dont beleive it-for probably about 15 hours now, I feel electrity, tapping, carressing going on and or in my penus, want to click off this page, its going on, almost non stop, and deep with in my heart, it angers me,
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