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JD Aeon, Collection of Moments # 1 (Revised)
Sky a.k.a. JD Aeon - Collection Of Moments # 1
By Sky a.k.a. JD Aeon aka JD (c) 1995-2011 US UK France Brazil
(Revised 2011)
Loyalty and exclusivity are two different values that must not be confused with each other.
While real and true Loyalty is best served when it MUTUAL as in it is freely and willingly given but equally received as well.
To be loyal to somebody or to a group does not necessarily mean that
we are exclusive to that person or to that group.
Exclusivity is at times expected by Loyalty but we can be loyal without being exclusive.
Actually in our society there are a lot of people who are exclusive to somebody or a group but not loyal to neither of them.
LOYALTY BEGINS AT THE HEART and it may or it may not offer exclusivity for the receptacle of its virtues.
Exclusivity begins at Mutual Agreements!
There is no healthy, sane, wise and intelligent
exclusivity in the absence of a mutual agreement.
Exclusivity does not exist without an agreement.
Somebody may offer exclusivity to a another person or to a group but such is foolish without a mutually agreed-upon giving and receiving of exclusivity between them.
Exclusivity can only last when it is provenly MUTUAL.
Anything in extremes finds no peace!
However extremes are a natural part of all that exists.
It pays dearly to know for sure what are we made out of.
Extremes function as temporary “separating partitions”.
Extremes teach us the value of moderation.
I am here and I am ready to take a chance again yet it is not up to me but to circumstances beyond my controls to find and be found by the human being whom Mother Nature has elected to love me and be mutually loved by me.
I want somebody to take care of and equally to take care of me!
Two people loyal to each other and looking after each other with mutual love, caring, respect and trust.
I write memories for you all whom read/have read my posted foibles and treasures.
A letter, a bunch of words, what a dearth of real presence!
To declare Love by letter is lame because it fails to work sometimes!
In person, it is warm! You can always see and read the lies or the truth in your intended eyes!
From a distance... It is cold, ephemeral but also so beautiful that magickal time to fly on the wings of hope, dreaming of a closeness which may never come true!
Ah how foolish is love when it fails to be MUTUAL!
Postings online, snapshots of my heart's delights and its deep seated softer silences whose secrets can only be seen by hearts and eyes who can see/feel beyond their own conditionings and inclinations.
I have written my heart out so many times and I have no regrets.
I held nothing back.
Shared herein with affection!
Subjectivity and objectivity go hand in hand in all of that what I write/say because I am a poet and an artist.
It takes more than words and images on-line or otherwise to find out the truth out of anything or anybody, or to invent the truth out of anything or anybody.
"Life and art are a lot like love and trust, they come as one for those who know them and always come separate for those who don't."
Behaviour speaks louder than words!
One must consider all of the plays, all the roles, all the actors/actresses, all of their props and all of the stages before one can really point out the behaviour of any writer of plays.
I write plays which I live in full from inception to demise!
A pen and a paper can bring down mighty walls…
A computer hooked online can share as much as the number of stars up in our night skies.
Words will never ever be small enough nor big enough to erase that what it is real and true, even if the world may say "NO"!
Even if time, distance and socio-economic-political-religio situations may say "NO"!
Even if it is against all the odds and it defies logic and the judicially conditioned common sense with its
faked/anti-natural/lobbying-for-the-rich ethics and inhumane/anti-equal-rights-for-all morals.
The integrity of wishing for something sacred, that it is, something that it is meant-to-be, dignifies the wish for it will come true sooner or later regardless of all of our wishing for it.
The integrity of mutually loving somebody is the same.
So wish yourself a wish come true!
A wish, no matter how small or how big will always be as precious as gold and all the stars above.
A wish is always is made of the stuff that dreams are made of when they are born.
A wish is like the healthy blood of youth pumping through our veins and making life more desirable and more exciting to be fully embraced and lived each second of it.
Wishes are tiny sparks that get to escape from the depths of our immortal souls to keep our bodies alive.
Even when a wish is helplessly denied...
It is still a wish that we carry to our graves keeping us alive and standing by our sides until our very last breath.
A wish so simple and forgot but it counts very hard above all the rest when we do wish from the heart and with all our soul.
I went to all way to the end of the road and back to the beginning, I did feel the full spectrum of all colours as many lifetimes before...
Somebody out there in the world to mutually be all of my reasons?
Meaning will never ever leave the core of my being, the fire in my expressions because I mean all my changes.
How beautiful outdoors, snowing and snowing more...
I...Spending away the hours listening to my favourite music, reading and surrounded by my best books and my best software.
My mind travels far and wide as my heart drives my wandering and wondering.
Sometimes I feel like a deep space furnace burning bright as I spew my lonely light in the distance for the future to translate.
By then the sparkle in the sky will be only a reflection of what I once was...
Sometimes I tend to see others as people tightly boxed within compact/practical boxes of their own making.
Be happy in that limited boxed format is not for me!
I could never be that way, I would rather die trying than giving up that what it is natural, mutual, ever-changing and real/true to me.
I treasure my own dispositions and feelings and what it feels natural and right to me!
Genders, preferences, modes…
None solely hold the Meaning of Being, of Existence…
None alone can justify everything.
I love being Myself just as I am.
Just like you and everybody else along with every living species, I am Changes and so is everything that exists.
My life always had that feeling of Chopin’s Fantasie Impromptu!
Maybe I’ve only choreographed my years between wishes, magick and spells as I wrote my way out and into the world ripping through space, time for the past, the now and beyond.
Reality always thrives in undoing, looting and stealing the wealth and the riches of any Fantasy…
But some fantasy always wins and do come true!
But then again it is no longer a fantasy because it has been changed into Reality...
Even if it is just a passing Reality as always is...
Because you know...
Reality bows down and surrenders to Change just like we all and everything that exist.
So at the very end of the day...
Try to enjoy what you can and be good to yourself and to those whom are meaningful to you.
Because it is all that you can take with you after this temporary and fleeting Here and Now is gone.
Happy Holidays!
Blessed Be!
Sky a.k.a. JD Aeon
GLBT PAGAN Witch Shaman & Occultist
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P.S. Freedom with Wisdom is the Law. By Sky a.k.a. JD Aeon (c) 1983 US UK France Brazil
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