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Sky aka JDAeon (Revised)
Sky a.k.a. JD Aeon's Copyrighted Written Works
By JD (c) 1995-2011 US UK France Brazil
Revised 2011
Mutual is, or is not when it comes to love and affection.
Forgiveness is best served with Wisdom and "Love" is best served when it is factually and "Provenly" Mutual.
There is not, there was not and there will never ever be any room for less than "Mutual Love" in my life, in my time and in my heart.
We all can say "No" to half-baked, hesitant rubbish!
Don't get me wrong because I have the greatest respect for all that happened in my life regardless of the proverbial qualifying of "bad and good stuff" and also for all the people thereof!
But the past is gone.
Kissing in a dream is like the light smell of roses in the wind.
As far as Love, I have learned to wish and to demand for Mutual Love only.
Nothing less will ever be considered nor it will ever be nurtured by me.
I am and I have been Free, Unattached and Open for Mutual Love, such it is my firm position and my heart's own true will!
I have found my own Peace, my own Harmony while amidst the chaos of loss.
And it has made me strong, free and wise!
I am not perfect nor complete!
I am not better than anybody and nor worse!
I am only Me, My own Self in this lifetime!
People either love you or they simply do not!
People either value you or they do not!
No ifs, buts nor maybe!
The "I am not sure" type of people can well go elsewhere and find their own kind too!
I do know when I want something or somebody.
I do know when I fall in love with somebody and I always own my feelings, all I am and all I do... And with pride!
I truly mean it when I write and say that I have no regrets at all in life!
There are plenty of people on earth and there are plenty of lands and places to move to and to begin again.
By the way, I am not married to Pennsylvania at all but She is Home and I surely do love Her!
Happy Trails To All!
By JD AEON
Collection of Moments # 6
By JD Aeon
Meaning defines what and whom matter to me.
I seek meaning in all I find and offer meaning in all I do and in all I am.
It can be a sick world without meaning, without any expression and without any feelings sometimes...
Conditioning made to overtake the reality of choices and making it into the sadness of what and whom cannot be helped seems to be the proverbial rule of thumb for most people.
Why are some people so nastily destructive and sadly uncaring?
Aren't we all somebody's sons and somebody's daughters?
Why so much selfishness, so much self-serving controls?
Why so much harmful use, abuse and discardings?
Why so many lies, facades, self-deception and seemings?
We all have a heart and a soul.
We all once were children...
Where have we lost our hearts?
How could we become so icy cold and totally unfair?
Must we infect each other with our selfish/deceptive taking without any giving?
Must we destroy each other as we head nowhere from cradle to grave?
Must we hurt each other so much?
Where did we go bad?
Could we have forgotten that we can choose?
Could we have given up because of all the pain we have been dealt?
How can we face ourselves and see whom we are if we keep on choosing not to exist by being so anti-life?
Meaning holds the keys to all doors.
I see the users and the takers and the search for instant gratification without any feelings nor meaning, sweet animals quenching their natural needs but without any value...
Unaware of the consequences for their lack of meaning.
Meaning can make or break any reality.
I wish the herd could wake up and have a fair chance to live and be happy with dignity, cultured with well-educated decisions...
I wish there were more heroes and more heroines to break through all the deception and falsehood of labels.
I seek meaning when I translate life into expression.
Where is your meaning lately?
By JD Aeon
“Collection of Moments” # 5
By JD Aeon
(Revised 2006)
This is real life, there are no rehearsals, sometimes all we really have is one shot to get it to work right and fulfill its reason to be.
Once family always family.
My own upbringing has taught me that despite all the changes in our natural focus here and there along the way, we can and we will always care for those whom were an active and meaningful part of our life before.
Also if allowed to...
We will always try to remain friends with those who were once a meaningful part of our life.
No reason for hatred nor for holding our past bad times hostage, nor to wear them as crown.
Love’s focus may remain unchanged for life for some people.
Yet it may well change many times for other people and perhaps just a
few times for others.
Whatever the case may be, we will always love those whom we loved before in some part of our being, however we will no longer be “in love” with them.
The very person whom we love “at the present/within the now and here”
that very person is and will always be our mightiest and strongest focus.
It is strange yet magical how love can feel so eternal even when whom we loved has been long gone for ever.
Our present is where our bliss always is.
Our lost treasures may remain in the past, hiding in their chosen graves, lost in the coldness and darkness of their own choices!
Responsibility ceases to be dignified when we allow it to become corrupt, equated/changed to slavery whether self-inflicted or imposed by others with or without our consent.
One must learn to be responsible to oneself first.
Dreams and wishes I still have a few of them left, but I do not live for them...
They do exist for me.
Whatever happens, as long as we are alive and healthy, life is always worthwhile living and we can manage to get by.
Sometimes words are just too poor to express what it really matters to us, the real point.
Historically the flesh always had trouble expressing what the spirit means…
We all know our own truths yet we all realize our limitations...
Expression once that it is brought to life and shared,
It generates a generic mind of its own...
Because anybody could understand and think their own version of it whatever it may be, modifying it a million times just to suit their own ideas of what and whom it should be.
So I take all expression of whatever it may be with pinch of salt and a tea spoon of sugar just in case.
I let my heart and intuition guide most of my impressions.
Many surprises for all along the way is the order of the day.
Take all the changes with the very same dignity and you will never have any regrets.
“Collection of Moments” # 4
By JD Aeon
(Revised 2006)
Such a lot of stars up in the sky, none mine.
A billion stars staring down at me from the vast night sky,
It just made me feel so tiny, small enough to fit into a willing and open heart if such existed for me.
Something about the stars at night that is so special yet so natural and inspiring to me.
Gone.
Laughs and smiles as the crowd goes away, the show is over.
What nobody really stops to think is that we all have a heart and we all have feelings too.
A simple night like many others...
Precious time pouring down the oceans of life as the end waves around the corner... Another day is born to pass... A simple life.
Happiness would be meaningless without Sadness.
We all live in the tight-rope crossing bridges without returns and exchanging between light and dark...
Fools of/to our own foibles and willing slaves of our own passions.
I appreciate Fun with Wisdom more than fun with later regrets.
So much written yet I am so empty of any results.
Without the best half we all are only half-definitions.
If I can choose...
I will always choose real and true MUTUAL LOVE.
Still believer that in the end everything will be all right.
Reality no longer makes that a secret to me...
Some wishes do come true, some dreams do happen.
I am ok.
Escape of the pen…
To write things out makes me feel better and lighter about the whole thing whatever it may turn out to be.
At times we all have to make sacrifices in order to be allowed to peacefully walk our way to our destination.
Under microscopic glasses a human being can only be that what the observers wish to see sometimes.
After all this time and are we still standing at the starting line?
It must be for a reason as always.
The escape of the pen, of the cam do fail to deliver, do fail to carry the messages that only the eyes can convey clearly and without deception in person in a mutual meeting of two willing hearts.
A sheaf of paper and me...
I always give in to my poetry and the seduction of open/blank spaces begging to be penetrated with love and trust.
In a world that most people have to wear theirs or other people's made-to-order lies to earn a living...
In a society that most people are rarely allowed to become strong enough to move beyond its conditioning and programming boundaries,
I am in peace with myself as I do what I can and I do own myself, my mind, my ways and my choices!
There are no guarantees in life.
We always have to take a tangible chance if it is going to be worth our time and attention.
Ah Life Herself is really "what our reactions are" of/from what She sends to us.
Life can feel sometimes a lot like a series of “hit and miss” as we can only do what we can and hope for the best!
It is important to know oneself and to master oneself.
Maybe it is the death-in-life and life-in-death dynamics of all changes in and outside of us and in all that exists.
The truth can also be so ephemeral as mere passages of time and all changes thereof.
Potentials/potentialities are what they are, we are the masters and mistresses of our own texture when we act in harmony with our Faetes who ultimately serve the will of our own individual and original souls for each lifetime that we undertake.
A wish is like a prayer with wings.
Love finds You!
Two human beings finding each other au natural...
Two human beings looking at each other's eyes and holding nothing back from each other as if time itself paused and the whole world ceased for a moment...
Two human beings free, unattached and facing each other while willing, mutually attracted to each other and surrendering their desires and passion unto each other shamelessly, openly and with all their hearts and might.
Love is so beautiful and so powerful.
I am open to the will of Mother Nature and changing along with all changes, in harmony.
I am older and more cautious, still I am ready to take chances as I embrace the new as the old leaves waving goodbye to the now and here.
It is my birthday today and I am happy for all as I release what it was and welcome what it will be.
Nothing is perfect because nothing is complete but the learning of life is the flavour of all experience, I would not have it any other way.
It has been worth my heart and soul all the sharing and interaction with the other branches in this seemingly endless tree of life where we all are connected.
I am a Scorpio with Aries rising and Pisces Moon.
I will never miss nor ever lose whatever and whomever belong to me mutually because what the spirit connects, the flesh can never render asunder.
To each their own self-honesty and respect for themselves individually and collectively!
To each their own heart and all wisdom thereof!
I've measured my lifetime not by my challenges and problems...
I've measured my life by my inner strength, security and firmity to remain honest and to true to myself come what may...
And the peace which abides in "Being" instead of "Seeming"!
I've no regrets at all! Thanks Goddess!
Peace!
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Happy Autumn to the North!
happy Spring to the South!
Love & Light,
Sky a.k.a. JD Aeon – GLBT Pagan Witch Shaman & Occultist * * *
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