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My Personal Journal
Hi my name is Janice and I am starting this webpage as sort of an electronic webpage journal. I don't know how you would have been linked to this webpage, but you are welcome to email me comments or suggestions at the email below.
October 27, 2003
Off work today, yahoo. Feeling fat and ugly. Have screwed around most of the day. Reading emails and printing out coupons. Got stoned and am currently here modifying my webpage. It's 12:32 pm and I have lots of work to do. Have cleaned and organized most of the bedroom and closet. I would like to get the bathroom started and finished. Still need to scrape the rest of the caulking off the tub so I can reseal in with silicone caulking. Would also like to get the new medicine cabinet up too. I need to finish up here and get off the computer. It is a beautiful day and I want to get some things done before I have to pick up Sammi from school, go over to Home Depot and come home and start to paint the front bedroom. So bye and thanks!
October 28, 2003
Well went to the Kaisier website and found that my BMI is 40.6 !! That is so grossly obese. Sam wants to start the Atkins program with me. She is such a good girl. So I need to go spend some time rereading the induction phase of the book. I deserve to be thin and Steve deserves a girlfriend that he is not ashamed of. Plus sex will be a LOT better if I lose the weight. This is something that I have been dealing with for some years now. I need to figure out why I sabatoge myself everytime. Todays current weight is 229.0, with that said, I would like to get down to 130.0 So, 99 pounds of fat on my ass, 99 pounds of fat, burn 1 pound of fat off, 98 pounds of fat on my ass ! Atleast I have a sense of humor. Got some work done yesterday. Still want to organize the crap in the diningroom from the front room. Organize the bathroom and put the shelf and hamper in the closet. Pretty horny today. Maybe I can shake up Steve tonight! OK bye for today.
November 17, 2003
Monday...what can I say about Monday? At this point things cannot get any worse. We owe so many bills it is just sad. I just don't understand how we got to this point. I cannot live like this. Must take control. Yeah right. (Done whining now)
I have lost 2.5 lbs. It isn't much, but think of 2.5 lbs of hamburger, LOL. Laid off the carbs and tried to get moving. Went to wally world and did our Christmas shopping. They are the only place in town that still has layaway. Got quite a few things for my daughter;basketball hoop,stereo,computer games,boots,clothes,books,etc...Her birthday is the 25th and I am going to get her a Prepaid cellphone and the Sims game. She tried it out at a friends house and just loved it. Just about finished my mom and finished other friends and families. Anyone out there want a purebred female Beagle? God knows there are days I would like to kill her. She eats everything and I really mean everything. She is so damn cute though. Well my daughter is bugging me to get off the computer so she can call a friend before bedtime. Bye.
Wednesday, February 18, 2004
It has been a while since I was last on here. The holidays got busy, I got busy...I have today and tomorrow off. Thank God. I decided to play around on the computer for a while. I am also thinking of starting a new webpage at geocities. Pictures. I have been so excited lately. I want sex all the time. I think that the Prozac has finally worn off. It seemed that the longer I took it the worse I got. Strange. I also missed having sex. I am happy to be me again. Have been sharing Steves Viagra every now and then. I have been using the pill for women, Avlimil. It seems to work if you take it consistantly. I have been having dreams that I shouldn't be talking about here. I don't know if I put a link for this site on either my hotmail or yahoo site and don't want to shock anyone unnecessarily. This is my personal page. Anyone who reads it is essentially reading my diary. That is what I created this page for. My fantasies are just that..Mine. It doesn't mean that I would ever try to live them out, love someone less because of them, they just excite me. Imagining something that you know will never happen is not a crime.
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