Gillian's Page
When I wake up everyday and think my mum is no longer around, and see the world suffocating itself I feel like ripping my throat out for I have nothing positive to say, do or think.
My mum's name was Gillian Anthea James she was born on the 18th march 1958 in Tasmania, her brother's eldest (David) youngest (Owen) and only sister Jennifer all grew up in Tasmania on the north east town of St.Helens a type of fishing town with a short drive to the beach and a 2 hour drive to Launceston.
Gillian loved life she loved all people and stood up for what she believed in (always). When she was only 19 her and her sister Jennifer decided to travel the world, Gillian left home at 14 yrs old and moved to "sydney" of all places, a city she didnt like at all but she said she needed to, to do what she wanted to do and that was travel, and she succeded, working 3 jobs and living at Kings Cross she got the money and her and Jen then began their travelling, Gillian travelled the world for 2 years experiencing just about everything, what Gillian didn't know was that when her and Jen left to travel the world in 1976 they had a blood transfusion for some reason im unsure of and unfortunately they got hepatitis C which at the time was not a known disease. Hepatitis C attacks the liver the most and after time the liver will sadly fail.
In 1982 she met my soon to be father in Wayne Sullivan at the time a bass player for (Wendy and the rockets)and I was concieved on the 5th of march 1983 at Queen Victoria hospital in Melbourne, although I dont have Hep C. After giving birth to me my mum decided she wanted to bring me up in a better environment which was Tasmania, my dad followed but left only being in tasmania for 2 months so that was that my father is a greedy selfish man who cares not about me but only himself!. After he left my mum met Christopher Fox and had another child who we named Rohen Fox in 1988 after about 6 years they broke up, beacause Chris was another woman beater just like my dad! pathetic!.
Now 1990 and by this time my mum knew she had Hep C aswell as her sister Jennifer, it didnt seem to slow my mum down though she was a fighter and she always made sure i had a roof over my head. My brother Rohen was taken from my mum because Chris fox's mum Kay is evil i was their, ther was no reason for Kay to do that!
My mum ended up meeting a fisherman named Trevor Redden he was a nice guy probably the nicest out of them all he arrived from south australia and so we moved to SA in 1991, where we lived for 4 years but of course that relationship ended up being hostile aswell. My mum never deserved to be treated like this all throughout my life the guy's she were with were nice but then they would show the evil sideand my mum does not stand for abuse so she left him but we lived in the same town for a year or so (the town was called Beachport)a fishing town.
At the year of 1995 Gillian and her friend decided to move to Byron bay in northern NSW which I was happy with a place where we could finally settle and be happy, we moved to a surfing village called Lennox Head it had around 2000 people init a relaxed vibe which was awesome. I ended up surfing when i got there and did it until I left I love surfing and the beach it helped me clear my thoughts about what was to come and i knew what was to come and none of it was good...
After a year she met a guy named Simon Wood who was a gentle kind man who I liked very much and who my mum loved alot! but he never took her that seriously and i know this upset my mum, it was like he wanted to be with her then he didn't kind of relationship, because Simon was involved with other woman which I must say was his loss a BIG loss. At the beginning of 2002 my mum went and seen her docter and he said she only had 6 months to live, I tried to comfort her i really tried to be strong about it and tell her it's fine they've said it before but you always show them they dont know what they're talking about they said she had "6 months" in 1998, my mum got see Rohen in july of 2002 for 3 weeks which glad she did beacause it would be her last time she will have to be with him and me together "her 2 boys she are here" she would say I think she knew her time to leave this earth was soon but i dearly hoped not because she has done so much for me and I didnt think I could live without her i couldn't imagine it.
2002 was HELL for both me & my mum we lived with a guy who was mentally abusing us and physically threatening me I felt like killing him and I still do to this day, my reason for that is he is the one who put extra stress on my mum for no fucking reason my mum Gillian Anthea James was the nicest person and nice to all but always got shit from people she thought were there to help or love her even her friends whats wrong with people in today's world are they that fucked in the head ARE THEY?, is it their duty to disrupt another beings life for NO fucking god damned reason?
So the we decided to leave that fuckhead and Lennox Head where we lived for 7 years and move back home to Tasmania with my nan, my mum's mum (Joan James)Gillian's dad (Doug James) was a great a man as anyone my mum always talked about him she loved him so much she lost doug in 1993 to parkinsons disease, and now I know how it feels to lose the most important person in your life, anyway we left that shithole well I did on the 26th september of 2002 and I wanted Gill to come when i left but she said she had to pack things and store them and that she will be in Tassie in 3 weeks which was ok with me. So around a month later my mum arrived in Launceston. I gave her a big hug but something was wrong with her , her eyes were a little yellow and she said her stomach was a bit bloated, but we thought it was just the stress of packing and stuff and that now she's home everything will be ok, 2 days later we caught the bus to ST.Helens on a monday and for 3 days she was basically lying down i was real scared for her, I'm still in denial i can't belive it, she went to the docter's on thursday and she had to go to ST.Helens hospital that night and they rang saying she was going to Launceston the next morning by ambulence so I knew it wasn't good at all. I really wanted to go see her but I couldnt even go to Launceston because my aunty wouldn't let me stay so i made an accuse that I was looking for work up there, so after the weekend I finally got the bus to Launceston on Tuesday and walked straight to Launceston general hospital to see her, she was a bit drugged but i was so happy to see her and she was so happy to see me I felt so empty though seeing her like that I really hoped things would get better but they didnt, they said she would pass away the next night most probably so my aunty asked if she could bring her home to with family when she rested and they said yes, but then something came up the docter's at Austin hospital in Melbourne said they might be able to help her so they flew her to melbourne that Thursday and she was maybe going to make it but when we flew to Melbourne on Monday the docter said she wasn't going to make it, It's the most horrible thing to see your mum on her death bed i satyed for most of that night and the next day and the last time I seen her was when they took her into theatre and thats where I said my goodbye's which to this day I cry thinking about it I wish I stayed for an extra day I dont know why I didnt stay but I wish I did. I now live in Cairns, Qld with my step dad Chris and brother Rohen
and have a girlfriend who is soo great her names Ashlea Maguire and im joining the army soon..Take care thankyou for reading I hope it's clear to you.
she passed away on Wednesday the 13th November at around 2:10pm I miss her so very much and it's hard living without her, I love you mum rest in peace....peace see you soon.
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