'For My Angel'
Mia, before i met you, i was comin out of a rush time in my life, a period where i was very sad, and angry, i was suffering from depression, seeing a psychologist, and i neve rleft my house except for school and church. When my grandfather had a stroke, it was like he aleady died, even though he died a year and a half later, but when i saw him in that hospital bed that day, man a part of me died, the only person to who truely had more faith in me than myself and my parents was gone and there was nothing i could do but watch. And i cant lie, ever since then, i have changed, my attitude became worse, i became more and more disrespectful to others and myself, i just lost total faith in myself, my family and God. I barely pray to him, except when something is wrong. But then you came, i didnt realize it, but you are my sign, you are the reason i have been looking for to believe that god is real and he truely does care. Never has someone made me feel so good, never has someone made me so scared when we fight or so determined when i think about you, if the hold world ended, the only thing i would do is look in your eyes, tell you i love you, and kiss you until it was all over. Thje only thing more important to me right now besides my family is you, and i will do anything to keep you in my life. I'm changing now, i gotta start thanking God more often for blessing me with one of his angels, you shed so much light into my darkworld, and i cant help but love you unconditionally. I will never ever be able to show you how much i love you because my love for you is infinite, it never stops. Just thinking about you makes me sing or daydream cause thats what makes me happy, i just cant help myself when it comes to you. Words cant express how i feel, but i try to explain. Mia, thank you, thank you for everything, i will always love you like whitney, make love to you like Boyz II Men,be incomplete without you like Sisqo, do anything like SWV, cause your all i need like Meth and Mary, there's a ribbon int he sky for our love like Stvie says and no matter what, i promise to treat you right and always love you just like our song, cause you know je never lies.
From my heart to yours, Joel, love always
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