The Diary Of A Sinner
TOO YOUNG, TOO NIEVE, TOO REAL FOR YOU!
INTRODUCTION
Where do I start. Let me see, well since I was about six or seven years old Ihave always been sexually curious. Maybe because it was so forbidden to do before marriage that made me so drawn to this soon to be discovered sensationable act.
Chapter 1
I remember when I was seven years old, I had developed a very lustful crush towards a much older guy who lived with my family. Here I waswith my younger brother and my older cousin to be watched after by him. For some reason he had always been fond of me. Then again when I was younger I was thought to be a complete sweetheart.
Well, there's a day in particular that I recall so clearly. My brother and cousin were teasing me that day and I started to cry, so I went out to the porch where Marcise was. He was sitting on the lounge chair and I told him what happened. He decided to close the front door off so they couldn't come out to the front porch to bother me. I sat in his lap and he tried his best to cheer me up. Out of curiousity I thought what the hell, why not touch his penis, and then I did. And out came the surprise, he let me! Now marcise at the time was seventeen(I think) and I was seven. He even bent down to raise my chin towards his face and kissed me. Wow! I thought in my nieve head, is this how sex feels?! Well, of course now I know it is not, but it sure did come close to it. We never did more than that that evening. But later it became a habit for us to meet up somewhere. We would on some occasions hide behind the sofa in the living room. Sometimes in his room, or wherever we could. All we ever indulged ourselves in was kissing and me caressing his man hood. Eventually we got caught by one of my aunt and since then it was never mentioned again. Marcise and I never did went back to doing what we used to we had just got caught up in it all, I guess. I never did think of him as a pervert or someone who took advantage of me. As you will read later on, at times I was more than willing.
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