Please, if you're looking for me, I'm right here sweetheart.
Just be the right one for me.




My Name is Cat. I know what I'm looking for,and I'm sick of being let down time after time when I THINK I've found it in a guy and I haven't.

I am a 17 year old Taurus. I'm a joker, so you must be laid back enough to take a joke. I don't want any assholes, understand. Because I'm not an asshole myself. I am even-tempered, but that doesn't mean that my feelings won't get hurt. I'm 5' 7", 135 lbs, have long wavy brown hair, brown eyes, I'm white, and sorta shy but I cover it by making jokes (or just an ass out of myself). I'm sarcastic, and love to go to the movies. I love my family very much and can't wait to get out of Southern California. Oh, btw I live in Southern California. I'm not stupid either, so I'm not gonna tell you what city. Shit, i ain't even going to tell you my last name. I hate horses too. Yeah, I know how very girly that makes me (sarcasim right there. Did you get it? no? well, you're not the first), but hey, at least I don't wear pink, right? I don't drink anymore, and I don't do drugs. If you're thinking about answering, but you do drugs, well just forget about it. Sorry, I dont mean to be closed minded, but I have to draw the line. Maybe a little pot. MAYBE. I am a Christian, but you don' t have to be. Just don't make fun of my religion. I really hate that. I love to just hang out with someone I love watching tv. I dont always have to be out of the house, but I do like to be sometimes. I'm not a skank and I don;t dress like one. I'm no angel either though, so dont get the wrong idea. I'm not usualy this harsh. I'm usually much more relaxed, but this "personal ad" of sorts is long enough as it is. I doubt all that many people will have the fortitude to get through the damn thing.

Now then, for you. I want a guy between the ages of 16 and 19. I could go higher if it was worth it, but no babies or oldies. You can't be ruled by your hormones either. Don't be an asshole. Have some goddamn manners for christs sake! Be considerate of others. Love to travel. Be brave about your emotions. I'm looking for the boy next door, it's just that the only people I have next door are lesbians and a cambodian couple. have a really good sense of humor. This is as much for me as for you, cause I want to be amused and I want you to get my jokes. Be laid back, but care about stuff. A little possesive is good, but don't get mad if I talk to other guys cause I have guy friends that I'm really close to. My first boyfriend for one. Don't have a major love of rap please, cause I don't like it really. My music has to be pretty and melodic, or alternative, or Queen, etc. Lotsa stuff. Be eclectic. Believe in me. Be positive. Don't try to boss me around. I'm independent, but I need to know I'm needed and you want me around. I can spot a pervert a mile away, so watch it. Like to talk. Be kind. Don't make me make all the decisions about where to go, and what to do. Be down to earth. No I will NOT have sex with you. Don't be afraid to tell me how you feel. Be a light hearted person, But with all your marbles. Like to hug. Wear cologne. I don't care how you dress as long as your pants fit ABOVE your butt. I hate the really baggy jeans look. Don't fly off the handle at me. Corny sometimes. Someone I can hangout with. Be my best friend. care about me. Genuine. Affectionate. Understand that I can't spell >:(

I'm sorry, but this is what I want. I've been in love, the forever kind of love, twice. They were other ends of the spectrim different, but I loved them both. The first one was very funny, and we got along very well, but there was no chemistry inthe physical depertment. I keept trying to feel that for him, and him for me, but it never happened. I broke up with him and now he's my best friend. The second guy was only supposed to be in town for about a month when we met. And this time there WAS chemistry. We had only gone out once when he said he loved me,and so when he had to go back to Texas we decided to have a long distance relationship. He suddenly decided to move back and live with his mother. We picked up, but suddenly I was pissing him off with my humor and my sarcasim. We were getting through it, and I had fallen in love with him, but he and I got into a fight on our 2 month anniversary and we broke up. I'm trying to be strong, because I hate to feel like someone has gotten the upperhand with me, but I really wish it had worked. The thing is, I know that he's not what I'm looking for, and I'm not what he is looking for either. I'm tired and I'm scared. I'm scared that I'll never find a man that's as good as the ones I've found already. These weren't little pidly things that i just happened to fall into. We were the kind of couples that envisioned ourselves together in the long run. I'm worried that I've made some really really bad decisions in letting these guys go. I want to find someone special again.

My e-mail is wonderpuck@hotmail,com and you can IM me if you have MSN messenger too. I won't mind :)
I just want to find what I'm looking for. Is that you?

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